Things I wont tell you #1

1.I wont tell you that I am never hungry anymore
2.I wont tell you that I don’t feel like doing anything anymore
3.I wont tell you that I have no reason to live
4.I wont tell you that I am afriad to be myself
5.I wont tell you that I dont know who I am anymore
6.I wont tell you that I’m afraid to sleep
7.I wont tell you that I’m afraid of my dreams
8.I wont tell you that if I do sleep I don’t want to wake up
9.I wont tell you that I probably need help (at least that’s what everyone says)
10.I wont tell you that I have nobody to talk to here
11.I wont tell you that Andrew, Josh and Jeff are the only people I feel I have left
12.I wont tell you that I feel I don’t belong
13.I wont tell you that I feel your not around
14.I wont tell you that I don’t feel like part of the family
15.I wont tell you that I am living in my own world in my head
16.I wont tell you that I don’t want to be in the real world
17.I wont tell you that the real world scares me and is cruel and evil
18.I wont tell you that I cry all the time it’s not dust
19.I wont tell you that I feel lost
20.I wont tell you that I shutdown my feelings
21.I wont tell you that my smiles and laughs are all fake to make you happy
22.I wont tell you that I feel like maybe if I am gone nobody will have any problems
23.I wont tell you that I think you all will be better off without me
24.I wont tell you that my world in my head is the past when I was happy
25.I wont tell you that my sisters are the only reason I am living
26.I wont tell you anything anymore
27.I wont tell anybody
28.I wont tell you that there is no emotion in my eyes
29.I wont tell you that what you see is nothing
30.I wont tell you that everyone has hurt me in this world
31.I wont tell you because you don’t seem to care you never did
32.I wont tell you because none of this matters
33.I wont tell you because your too busy
34.I wont tell you because even dad is too busy for me
35.I wont tell you because I hate this life
36.I wont tell you that I thrive of pain
37.I wont tell you that I am afraid of what being happy might bring
38.I wont tell you that all being happy does is bring pain and sorrow
39.I wont tell you that I used to love nature now I hate its beauty
40.I wont tell you that the beauty it has laughs at me
41.I wont tell you that I wish I was far away from this place
42.I wont tell you that I like blood I like seeing it on my hands
43.I wont tell you that blood makes me feel good happy excited and its like a rush
44.I wont tell you that all people are cruel and evil
45.I wont tell you that I never thought you would desert me
46.I wont tell you that once I used to tell you I love you and meant it
47.I wont tell you that I’m not sure what love is anymore
48.I wont tell you that I think love only leads to pain sorrow anger and frustration
49.I wont tell you that I don’t belong here I never have
50.I wont tell you all of this ever you will never know