Monday, December 19, 2005

Look at what you did

I used to be your little princess I could do nothing wrong
Though when I was ten you left us, left me
Left me alone with all these questions running through my mind
You never had answered them for me
Now you are with her and him
I tried to come to you but they wont let me
You wont stand up for yourself anymore
You never have time for me or the other kids only him
It doesn’t hurt your boys or me but it hurts your youngest two
If you do she takes it away she makes plans for you
Your 7 yr old calls another man Daddy
She knows what you did
Her last birthday you forgot
Every other one I reminded you
Christmas you got us each a $2 toy except the boys and the youngest
She feels you don’t love her I wonder why?
It doesn’t hurt your boys but it hurts your youngest two
If you do she takes it away she makes plans for you
Your 7 yr old calls another man Daddy
She knows what you did
Her last birthday you forgot
Every other one I reminded you
Christmas you got us each a $2 toy except the boys and the youngest
She feels you don’t love her I wonder why?
When was the last time you spent time with any of us?
When was the last time you were there for me than an hour when I was there?
Can you tell us?
I stay once in a great while but when I do your never there
When you are you are too busy for anything
When did she have control over your life? Your kids?
Why don’t you stand up for yourself? Stand up for your kids your blood?
Stand up for what's right sometime....
She isn’t our mother she doesn’t even like us
Do you hear how she bashes all of us?
How does that affect your youngest ones hearing her talk bad bout their brothers and sister?
When was the last time you stood up for yourself for us?
When was the last time it was just you and your kids?
I can’t remember
We live in three different houses and never see each other
Your youngest calls me crying asking when she will see her sisters
You let her mom take her into bars when she was a tiny baby
You did this to yourself to your kids to your family
Take a good look in the mirror what do you see?
I know what we see in you a jerk and man who says he loves us
A man who doesn’t mean a word he says
I see a wuss I see a man who used to be my dad
I see someone that isn’t the man I used to know
Take a good look at your kids what used to be your family
The one that’s torn apart because of you

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