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This time around I know you will be mine
Mine forever, I wont give you up
I tried to live without you before
I couldn't handle it as you have seen
You are everything to me
The only thing that matters to me
After I left you I cried for days
Cried until I had no tears left to cry
Ever since that day I just haven't been myself
I never knew who I was until I lost you
I know now that I am nothing without you
I wish I could be back with you right now
Right now I am going to have to deal with the pain
The pain that grows inside me more everyday
Everyday I dont see you makes it that much worse
Being without you right now hurts more than anything in the world
When can I take this pain away?
It hurts so bad to know that your not mine
I cry myself to sleep every night
Cry because I don't know if your thinking of me too
I don't know if you hurt this bad too
Your stonger than me in everything
How much longer must I wait
Wait to be happy again?
Your the only thing in this life that matters to me

As I see my reflection in the mirror
I see myself as a little child
A little child scared and alone
Scared because I saw the end
Alone because nobody loves me
I find myself drawing pretty pictures
Yet when I go to look for them they are broken
Broken pieces lying on the floor
How they broke I do not know
Playing with dolls is a escape for me
A escape from the world around me
Mommy and Dady fighting
People crying and dying
I shatter the mirror this time
Shatter it because I can't turn away any longer
Turn away from the pain it shows inside
The pain I hide inside, locked away
Locked away forever and throw away the key
I wish it could all be a dream
The blood, shattering glass, screaming and fighting....